How am I supposed to fix this
Given nothing but a firm stance
Last chance, no encouragement
But I could like it's messed up
And I just wish I had a map
Help me find my way back (help me find my way back)
How was I to know (how was I to know)
That everything I know or was told
Is just a hoax, a barely floating boat
Of late nights thinking myself into this hole
I'm used to all these blank stares
Telling me that I'm not welcome here
This place doesn't feel like home and it shows
I'm not who I was all those years ago
That smile you remember will be the last thing you'll know
Can't sleep
Barely eat (won't eat)
Finish punching in this time sheet
Still pissed (still pissed)
Fuck this (fuck this)
Can't seem to get a grasp of it
Don't say I'll be okay
When you're not helping a thing
Love is not in my chest
It's making me short of breath
How was I to know (how was I to know)
That everything I know or was told
Is just a hoax, a barely floating boat
Of late nights thinking myself into this hole
Caught by the hook
Struck from the back
When can I relax?
Glued to the floor
Can't take anymore
Lost all the slack
Now I'm the one who lack any self-control
Passed confident
Overloaded the system
The pursuing meltdown caused this (just listen)
There's no beat in this empty chest
A heart that could never pass the test
How am I supposed to fix this
Given nothing but a firm stance
Last chance, no encouragement
But I could like it's messed up
And I just wish I had a map
Help me find my way back (help me find my way back)
How was I to know (how was I to know)
That everything I know or was told
Is just a hoax, a barely floating boat
Of late nights thinking myself into this hole
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