This choice wasn't ideal, but it was made
You can only look to the past til we separate
So shed your tears til your eyes go dry
Sorry I couldn't stay in your life
It's not a matter of what, but no action to take
You slowed things down, but this feeling I couldn't shake
I'll end up alone in this bed
Til I'm tearing these thoughts out of my head
You were happy before and you can find it again
I didn't do much then and we've seen how this ends
So I'll push you away from me even though I want you to stay
There's cracks on the ceiling and dust on the furniture
The clock hands are too rusted to turn (to rusted to turn)
The weight of my heavy heart (my heavy heart)
Crushes the lungs in my ribcage (ribcage)
They buckle under the pressure you put on my chest (on my chest)
Though I'll wish you the best
I hope that one day you'll feel this way too
The hopes of a happy ever after
Blown away with the wind
Like a sapling caught within your storm
I just break and bend
Today is looking up for the first time in a long time
And I'm not tearing myself apart anymore
Can't hear you today, you've left my brain
Just gonna move on and that's okay
Can't lie this still hurts sometimes
Had to get used to what's on the inside
Even though I did nothing wrong, I still bear the weight of all of it
(today is looking up for the first time in a long time)
Broken for so long, wasn't so strong, can't feel my feet I was in too fucking deep
(and I'm not tearing myself apart anymore)
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